Hey. What's the date today? I think I've lost track. I just know its a Saturday. It's SPM maths week and then science for the following week. I'm so fucked but let's just hope for the best. I'm having a headache right now but I just feel like blogging. I can't wait for this SPM to be over but at the same time, I really want it to go on. After December 3rd, it's really bye bye to my friends and high school. I'm gonna miss it so much especially the times studying together with them. Anyways, it's okay life goes on. Human relationships are really complicated and it can be scary. When sometimes you really treat someone good, maybe they think that you have other motives or you're just fake. I dk it's hard to treat people good these days. Even for friendship, you treat them as your good friends but maybe they don't and you're the fool around here. Sometimes we think that some couple could last for a long time, and think that they're really sweet, but actually they've gone through so much and just between themselves, they know where they're heading and where this is going to take them. What am I saying. Holy crap. Ok time for bed. Zzzzzzz z z z z z

Have you ever been so committed to your friends you thought it's the same with them but actually no matter how hard you try, these mother fuckers just take you for granted? They push you till the limit that you just stop giving fuck about them. They take you for granted and they are fascinated by new things, new friends. They like the fame, the attention. I really don't understand. Why the attention? Why do you people like other species of you to pay attention to you and what if you did something wrong, they'll notice it and hold it against you. Is it me or... Nevermind. Giving is better than taking but be sure not to give too much because these earth madafakkas don't give a shit. There's always this time when you say it's okay but inside it really isn't okay, it is very not okay in fact. I really thought it is becoming a habit. Don't fucking take me for granted. I can leave whenever I want and you shit wouldn't even matter a bit to me. Peace out sucka.

10/9/13

Rockstar productions used $265 million to produce GTA V. The game isn't even released yet but the pre-orders have already let them make a profit. Imagine the awesomeness damn it I need it. 

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30/8/13

I think that blogs are so much nicer with images. So, this is what I want to share. 

That pretty much sums up what Miley Cyrus has become. What ever happened to Hannah Montana with her pet horse and her funny brother and her two bet friends. Childhood ruined. 

话不投机半句多. 不是扮酷,是对你没话说, 废话最好少说. 

最不舒服的时候就是和一些不懂你的人说话. 

如果是真感情,没有必要想尽维持那所谓的气氛. 

27/8/13

如果可以有个很会顾虑你的感受的朋友就好了.

他知道你不喜欢这个人他会尽量远离. 

他会和你一起咒骂贱人,时时刻刻在旁边. 

我认识的人越多,我就越喜欢狗. 

友情这种东西一旦玩真的,比爱情还刻苦铭心.

哪怕是一辈子,我也愿意奉陪到底. 

25/8/13

It's a Sunday today and I slept the whole day after tuition. Damn I'm so lazy. 

I swear this is exactly how me and my mum look whenever i'm sleeping, except I don't sleep on the floor and my mum doesn't wear an apron. She hates it when i do that thing called sleeping.

Sleeping always make time go fast and it's already dinner time when I woke up. My parents love me so much and I swear I love them as much, they don't like Pizza but they knew I was craving. So they rather make me happy and bought this Big Dinner Box for me. Yay. 

It's really not bad. Except I really hate the chicken wings, they taste like armpit. Seriously. But my brother and father enjoyed it so much. The fingers are really nice and I love them. My father add on an apple crumble for dessert, honestly it's not really nice. Too sweet. After that, I had my favourite apple sourzzzzzzz oh my god I swear its so good I actually feel that they put some drugs into the jelly core to make people get addicted so badly. My mum bought like 5 boxes and my bro and I can finish in like a week. It's like ice lolly but inside there's a jelly core with apple flavor. Whoopeeee. I love nestle ice creams since I was a lil kid. 

I want to play NBA 2K14 so badly damn it. The resolution makes me drool. TT #kingjames

It's monday tomorrow. I can die. Shiiiieeeet. Kbai.

24/8/13

I don't know how to deal with people most of the time in my life. I hate awkward situations or even talking about people behind their back. I only do that when I get really pissed or if you hear me talking bad about someone to you, that means I really trust you. It feels so good having these few people around me cause they make me feel comfortable. They understand my joke and knows how to react correctly and it makes me so happy. I admire people who stand up for their friends, these people are the greatest. When their friends are complaining about something to them, they too join in and that's what friends should do. Unlike some, they not just disagrees with their friend, but even go against them. I hate people like this. Well fuck you you should stay at home and not coming out from your nest, making everyone sick with your "I'm so great I'm fair to everyone" attitude you fuck. I'm just saying. Shiiiett, my brother unfollowed me on instagram. Hate you too man. It's a Saturday today and I'm feeling sleepy as hell. Okay better stop typing or my parents will barge into my room and read my post and thought I have emotional sickness or I'm gonna kill my bro and probably stalk my blog for the next 50years everyday every hour. Bye.. :)

22/8/13

Zayn and Pierre are engaged. That's so sweet. Pierre's a lucky girl. I mean, look at him, he's good looking, make lots of money, in a boy band, has his girl's face tattooed on him, thick eyebrows, knows how to cover his girl with his jacket. Living every guy's dream. But I hope he quits smoking. 

The second couple I really hope to see them together is Monday Couple. I just can't get enough of Running Man. I feel relaxed every time watching this show. They are hilarious and it's the first time I'm actually attached to Korean stuff. Gary is always caring for Jihyo and they really suit each other. 

And, this is pretty much me since school reopened.

Yup. That's me alright. 

The trials are coming soon and every time some big exam is near, my mind would go wild and start fantasizing about having my own band and my own hit song. Seriously, what's with exam and my future band, it doesn't make any sense. And speaking of exams, well I'm fucked. As usual. I would laze around until the night before the exam and I stress myself to death and end up giving up. Why do I do this to myself. Oh god. And, so my mum's been traveling a lot lately. She was in china few weeks ago and now, she's in KL. I miss her so much and she's not replying my whatsapp. Mummmmm! I'm really hungry...... Need some bacon and stuff. Goodnight. :)